Hi. It’s been a while.
Okay so let me start by saying that I really need to express my feelings right now (if that’s how you call it) I’ve had a really awesome Saturday. But then I guess happiness cannot be sustained for the rest of the day. Or for a week. Or worse, for a lifetime.
I cannot directly state what happened because it’s a little “censored” I guess. What I just want to say is that, why is it that even though you were the one who’s had a terribly bad experience, still, you are to be blamed? I really don’t understand people’s logic. I mean, come on. Can we not find out first WHAT REALLY HAPPENED? I don’t get them. Because they’re saying such things about me and that’s what hurt me most because I call them FRIENDS. And friends are supposed to be there for each other, right? I don’t really blame them for not believing me and doing the other way around because in the first place, I do not expect them to do so. I am just hurt. Like so so so bad because I look like the bad guy. Well, I’m not trying to make the other person the bad guy but technically, he is because he’s done something wrong. I’m in so much pain right now because what happened to me was really devastating. And I kinda need my friends to be there for me because that’s really comforting but that is not what’s happening right now. I don’t like to be condemned by saying the TRUTH. But the society right now? Just ugh! I think that’s mainly the reason why some are afraid to speak of what’s true. Because in the end, they’ll still be the Kontrabidas. Anyways, I know the Lord loves me and He is my refuge. I know that no matter what happens, in the end, the truth will prevail. It might sound a little cliche but it’s true. Thank You Lord for the comfort and love.
PS. I would really love to give them a piece of advice. And that would be, to open their eyes and seek for the truth.